Happy Medium

As it turns out I am a big, no HUGE, fan of mediums. I watched every episode of the show "Medium" I watch "Long Island Medium" and almost all shows relating to communicating with the dead. I find it interesting; most likely because I have lost a LOT of people in my life. A close girlfriend of mine recently went to a medium to try and communicate with her father who passed several years ago. She was fairly young when she lost him and I'm sure felt the need to receive closure. I was so interested in the topic I probably annoyed her with too many questions about her experience. See, I have been wanting for years to go to a medium. My fear is losing my money and losing my faith. There are so many scams out there and I am the type of person who would believe everything they say. So part of me knows I have a gullible side, and that's mostly what's holding me back. After she shared her experience with me, I really got on the search for a reliable medium in the Orange County area. I found a few that seemed legit. I have to do a bit more research but I decided I will get a reading sooner rather than later!

I'm sure you all have your own personal beliefs about this, whether you're for or against it. Maybe religious beliefs, personal beliefs or personal experiences. My feelings are that I am open to the experience. I am open to hearing what any of my loved ones have to say. I am open to it all; the good the bad and the ugly. There are so many unanswered questions I have for several of my lost loved ones. My girlfriend said "My life is changed forever" and I really believe her. Why would she lie to me? I'm not looking to have my life changed necessarily but I am looking to get closure with some of my lost friends and family. I am mostly interested in talking with them because I miss them so much.

So after I have my own reading (which could take months or years before I get an appointment) I will absolutely share my experience with you all. Maybe it will help you find relief from your own grief or maybe it will confirm your thoughts that I am crazy! Either way after talking to my friend, I know this is for me. Wish me luck!
EMM